Dear you,
It's been a while since I've seen your face longer than just a passing glance, or a peak at a photograph. But somehow, you're still always on my mind. Your image still floats through my dreams at night and thoughts of you plague me each and every day. I even daydream about you, as cliché and childish as that sounds, it's true. Little scenarios run through my head and sometimes they feel so real, that I feel you there with me. Sometimes I even go to speak to you, then I realize how foolish I am. I awaken from my daydreams, and am shaken by the hardness of reality. The reality of knowing my hopes are false and my dreams are bogus.
It would take years to explain how even just the mere thought of you makes me feel. Explaining how you make me feel when I'm with you....now that would take a lifetime. I'm ridiculously smitten with you and I can't stand it. But I do. Each and everyday I wake up and start to more and more except that it won't happen. But that still never changes the fact that I'm always up for a challenge. No matter what the odds are, or what's in my way, I'll give it a shot. I'm always ready for a fight if I feel it's worth it.
And my God, for some silly reason; I think you're way more than worth it.
Open up those lovely little eyes of yours, and look around. I dare you to find one thing that's stopping you from this. "If you believed what you felt you would be in love." Because the more I think about you and the situations we've been in, the more I'm reassured that I can read you like a book. All it takes is a momentary stare into your eyes and I have you undone. You can shake your head, scream and deny all you want. You can hide and be afraid of what you feel all you want. But just because you're afraid of what you feel, doesn't mean you don't feel it.
One day, I will break you down. Mark my words: I WILL.
♥always.
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posted by LyssaLoveless at 7:55 PM