I am the most compassionate person I know. I care about everyone to such a great extent, even if I don't show it, or if my actions contradict it. I truly do have a heart of gold. I love the people in my life, and I care about everyone more than is good for me. I constantly worry about those people too. I worry about everyone, even if I don't show it. Seriously, It gets a little ridiculous....I worry about people I hardly know or don't know at all. There is just this part of me that always wants to help people, and reach out to people. I think it's because I feel as though I lack a person like that in my life. I feel as though I don't have someone like that that's there for me when I need someone. I try so hard to help other people and to make them smile, and in the process I forget about myself. Hence leading me to get taken advantage of a lot. I think people often take for granted the fact that I'm always there. That they can always come to me, because no matter what, I always listen and give the best advice that I can. I put a lot into being there when my 'friends' and others need me. Often times I don't feel like half the people who run to me appreciate me being there. It kinda hurts, but I deal because I'm just that damn caring, sincere and compassionate. It'd just be a little nice to have that in return, ya' know. However; I'm not going to complain. I do this shit why? Because I care, therefore, I shouldn't expect anything in return. I never do either, I just get a little tired of feeling taken for granted, I guess. I don't even know.
BUT just keep in mind:
I'm here for you. I don't care if we're just friends on here, if I only kinda know you, if we're good / best friends, or if I have no idea who you are at all - I am here.
Goodnight, kids.
I love you. <3
Labels: advantage, appreciate, care, caring, compassion, conclusion, feeling, friends, gold, heart, hurt, love, need, sincere, sympathy
posted by LyssaLoveless at 7:19 PM